It's all a bunch of Crap!

So it's back to online "dating" for me, more like online "looking". No offense but looking through the profiles and pictures makes me want to rip my hair out. Why can't there be a button or scroll down tab that gives you the option of
"yes I truly am normal" or
"I'm not hiding anything, I really am a good person" or
"I will not stalk you"
"I will be well worth getting to know"

instead, I swear they all have
"I'm a weirdo and so are you that's why we are both desperate enough to be on here tonight"
"I'm a player and the more dates I can rack up the better my chances of getting lucky"
"I'm miserable and so are you now for writing me and I won't write back"

Dating to me is like getting your impacted wisdom teeth pulled but online dating is like a strange, uncomfortable, annoying habit of sitting in front of the TV every night, alone, with nothing better to do and pulling your own wisdom teeth out without any anesthetic and expecting it to be "fun" and worth the pain. So far it hasn't been worth the pain.

All my dreams are coming true

I'm Sooo Done with it all

My thoughts on love:

Darkness, heart ripped out and stepped on, black holes, dark abyss, cloudy day after cloudy day, after cloudy day, emptiness, loneliness, sadness, helplessness, hopelessness, dreariness, tears, black clothes to show my mourning, no plans, no fun, no hugs, no dates, no life.

Oh the agony, oh the pain, oh the heart wrenching, oh the devastation.







OH YES, I AM FEELING SOOOOO UNLUCKY IN LOVE....

You love her, but she loves him,
and he loves somebody else -
You just can't win.
And so it goes until the day you die.
This thing they call love,
its gonna make you cry.

I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.
One thing's for sure...

Love stinks
Love stinks...yeah yeah...
Love stinks!
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...
Love Stinks
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...

two by two and side by side
love's gonna find you yes it is
you just can't hide
you'll hear it call
your heart will fall
then love will fly
it's gone that's all!

i don't care puttin a cap on those things
all i can say is...

Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea

I been through diamonds
I been through minx
I been through long

Love stinks
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea...

(scene fades and me in a corner alone)